Day 17

My friend Leeanne and I planned a class and only two people signed up. I have this nightmare about throwing a party that no one comes to. It brings up my fear of rejection big time. So today I am still struggling a little bit with that. Leeanne and I decided not to plan another class together. I am a little sad about that. I am grieving the loss of this little dream I had for our partnership. Life is so full of these little losses. They remind us that nothing is really ours outside of this moment. When I am not so sad I will regroup and consider moving ahead without Leeanne as a partner.