Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Day 132

Over the weekend I did a little psychic housekeeping. There were a lot of spiritual cobwebs that needed to be swept away. I did a simple cleansing ritual that helped me to let go of those unfulfilled expectations and regrets I attached to my graduate school experience. I could breathe a little easier. Then on Mother's Day, I gave my son a letter expressing some of my regrets for mistakes made as a parent. He read my letter and graciously accepted my amends.

I feel lighter. Sometimes when I am sitting quietly, I can feel my body humming with excited anticipation. On a psychic level, I seem to be saying: "What's next? I'm ready for something new." For the first time in my life, I have let go of the wheel. It is like trusting the ocean to steer my ship. I'm not sure what port I will land in next. I look forward to the adventure.

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